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|Thursday, August 5th, 2004|
So anyways, I step out of LJ land in order to make my new business succeed. Come back, and there's a shitload of drama waiting on the table. Personally, I just walk away from the shit. Or don't answer the phone, or my door. ...BLACKOUT...
Fuck yall, god don't forgive! I'll never reveal the poon-tang secret, and if you don't believe me, I'm gonna kill yo' shit! You don' wanna fuck with meeeeeee!!!!
|Wednesday, July 28th, 2004|
The Job of the Government is not to worry about who's notsleeping together in the bedroom,
but who's not eatting in the kitchen.
--Reverend Jesse Jackson
Amen my brother Current Mood: Democratic
|Wednesday, July 14th, 2004|
My father and I just had our second occassional "Fuck you god Cookout".
For those of you who aren't familiar with the scenerio:
It's raining, and we wanted some food.
So yeah, grilled porkchops at 11 pm and sauerkraut. I made a sauce for the porkchops that actually turned the kraut into something divine. (Recipee to follow pending monetary/virginal sacrifice to the culinary wizard that is myself) The chops were good too, but seconds (and even thirds for dad) were had on the Uberkraut.
Apparently I have some sort of pheramone that attracts every witch/wiccan/pagan whatever within a quarter mile to hit on me. Her name is Grey. (Yes, like the color) She works at West. (Yes, like the direction) Not my type. (Like what you do on keyboards) I'm being stupid now, so I'll stop. (Like the sign) W00T!
On a tangent, telemarketing sucks. If I can get another day at the computer shop I'm going to quit West. 'Nuff said. On to e-mail land and all the joys that it holds.
On another completly coincidental occurence, I found out where I need to go to school at. I wanted to be a holestic therapist and incorporate mind, body, and spiritual therapy into one big super care package. And a lady from the Claton College of Natural Health calls me up AT WORK for a credit card and gives me all the information I need to know about enrolling. Even fucking promises to help me get in because "I'm apparently on the right track" based on our conversation. So yeah, my dream job's education gets handed to me over a phone call for a credit application. Go figure.
Shout outs to Pam and all the kids in NC. Take care of her, or else there will be several ass reamings when I come visit.
|Saturday, July 10th, 2004|
Party at Nick's house!
Need I say more?
|Wednesday, July 7th, 2004|
You can never claim to have loved someone, until you tried to make them a better person.
Push someone to the limits of their dignity, if only to prove that they still have some.
Experience all aspects of life, if only for a non-prejudiced opinion thereof.
Become something more than yourself, if only to overcome It.
"Love" and "In Love" are two different animals. The person you can't see yourself without isn't necessarily your spouse, but they will always be family. Marry a Wo/man that you would like to raise your kids, but keep your family close to your heart. Romance is an inertia; drop the ball, and you need to pick it up before it stops. Love is perpetual, and never dies.
To never know your father is to never know another man. To guide and protect, even though it hurts. To stand in the shadows, watching over the ones you love, even though the're blind to your vigil. All is done to an end benefiting that which you love, weather right or wrong in the eyes of others. For when a man dies, his peace rests on one question: "Did I do my best?"
|Saturday, July 3rd, 2004|
Rock on!!! $80 cash for sitting on my ass and installing modems! It's good to have geeky tech skills. I did a lot of thinking about the other day, and realized a few things about keeping the peace. Gather round all ye theater types for an indepth look at the ( Dramatic SituationCollapse )
In other news, my dad makes some awesome chicken. Yum-tastic!
|Friday, July 2nd, 2004|
Event... It's been so long since I've written in this thing that I've become mindful of it once more. (Buddist sense of novelty awareness) An event
has definitly drawn me back. Allow me to tell the tale of Ronin de Beatrice
For starters, let me explain Ronin de Beatrice (RdB)- Ronin is a samurai without a master. "de" is spanish for "of". Beatrice is Dante's femenin personification of enlightenment. So basically, a child of enlightenment with no master. Probably just another Jesus look alike...
Now then, the story!
Anjle decided that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I broke up with her for the final time in the best interest of us both. She was my one and only for the longest time. And while she completed me spiritually, we had different concepts of love and romance. She was my Beatrice, and shared much with me. And while mutually benefical as friends and companions, as lovers we unintentionally caused eachother much pain. The bitterness of this lead to intentional counterstrikes, and so on and so forth. We both did things with best intentions, but it was often misinterperted. Here's a quote on how I felt every time I criticized her; appropriately enough, stolen from Doug's (RdB) Journal:
If ever you made me beautiful, you made me subject to judging
If ever you made me wise, you left me aware of my mistakes
If ever you made me clever, you allowed me to say too much
If ever you made me sing, you gave me my mother's sweet siren
If ever you made me attractive, you gave me my father's charm
If ever you made me, you made me grateful.
So anyways, it's really funny how all this came together, Anjle leaves, Doug shows up on the scene with my life's story, and all is as well as it can be right now. Life could be better, but so could the stock market and gas prices. I'm having a friend out to dinner soon, (rather the're having me) so I'm going to go. More to come soon in Nick's new journal. Prehaps I'll get a new screen name, prehaps I'll just be lazy and not. Take care kids.
Oh, new job at the computer store is super-pimp! $10/hour to build computers, surf porn, and drink beer. Ocassionally Chris calls me up front to check out random girls walking down the street. Oh, and Mark the Bum (Our cleaning guy- who really is a bum) kicks ass! Current Mood: quixotic
|Tuesday, May 4th, 2004|
It's 11:00, and I just got home from a week on the street.
No, not sleeping in a cardboard box, but just going around. A weekend at IHOP, followed by a Sunday stranded at the Mall, then two days just out and about. On the bright side:
--Met 17 year old guitar prodigy Mike-B. We begin recording May 6th.
--Hung out with Amanda from Suncoast. Was supposed to study Philosophy, but stayed up until the break of dawn talking about other things. Became slightly delusional around 6am- so did she. Lots of fun.
--Went over to Mark's new house. He's got it all together now, and we begin putting the dream in motion this summer.
--Did PR (Public Relations) for Turtle Ridge. Flyers passed out, business cards ordered, and website design laid out. Now, we make some money.
My life came together on May 4th, and all is beautiful.
|Friday, April 30th, 2004|
Sincerest appologies to all of my friends who I have neglected. I have 10 minutes before I have to walk out the door, and I'm dedicating it to the following:
I love all of you folks.
Even though I've been busy, I still think of you.
We will hang out when school is over.
As for now, my plate is full.
|Wednesday, April 28th, 2004|
I don't know if when that thing clicked it was with the idea, or if I actually snapped. Prehaps it's just the sleep deprivation, but that usually impares you instead of making you better.
The world is in harmony through dischord. Yin-Yang, Black-White, Fire-Water, Earth-Air; through conflict we find balance. Stopping the pendulum in the middle would cause the end of time and change. Instead, it is a constant flux through which we live. Learn the balance, and you will be lord and master.
"As long as earth endures,
seedtime and harvest,
cold and heat,
summer and winter,
day and night
will never cease"
This is the secret of life: There is only peace in death.
Kill your opression, and lay evil to rest. Seriously, not being stupid. Use the balance to your advantage. Watery emo kids can use a shot of liquid sunshine to change their mood (Or a swift kick in the teeth - lol) Figure out the rest on your own, I've got stuff to do.
OK, I'm done now.
36 hours without sleep.
2 soft tacos and a bowl of cereal since then
Almost 2000 years of dogmatic confusion cleared up.
Worth it? I think so. I didn't sleep last night, instead I rearranged the medieval tempraments (chloric, sanguine, etc.) as I saw fit and it clicked. All the confusion that I was working against just got swept away after I took a step back and redid the thing.
Then I compared it to the Bible's creation story- Genesis. In the beginning, the earth was formless and empty...spirit of God hovering over the waters.
Straight up, it says that Femanin elements of Earth and Water were present first.Let there be light...Light was seperated from darkness
OK, the sun gets set up around day 4, so what light and darkness did he seperate?Yin and YangLet there be an expanse to seperate water from water...call it sky (Heaven in KJV)
Sky represents the soul essence of man, present before the body. Real quick now:
If you want details and such, ask me in person.Let water under sky be gathered in one place and dry ground appear
Seperate subjective and objective perspectives, or prehaps body and soul. I need to read the actual Aramaic to be sure. At the very least, it sets up potential for plants to take root in soil.Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky...basically, make the sun and moon.
Sets up the masculain force of the Sun (Fire) to provide energy for Mother Earth's new children- Plants.
That's the basic setup, the rest is populating the new world.PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTARY AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!
My master opus takes on new facets everyday. I swear, I've become some form of modern mage looking for the underlieing secrets of the universe. Sleep now... Oh, phonecall first! Current Mood: VICTORY! And swords...
|Monday, April 26th, 2004|
So I gots a new project in the works. It's a supplement to the Alchemy deal, as it pretains to the zodiac. No one really takes Astrology as a serious science because there has been no "concrete" proof. Well, Abraham Maslow, a respected psychologist made a "Heirachy of needs". To make a long story short, this heirachy ties in very well with the progression of the zodiac. The bottom rung for Maslow is the need for food, shelter, and whatnot. Taurus, the second sign, is associated with the acquisition of wealth and material posessions. I think it's more than just coincidence, as every level of Maslow's pyramid ties in with a zodiac sigh and are IN THE SAME ORDER! So yeah, I'm running with it.
Mr. Wonderful is on sale at Hecht's for $14.99. I'll post on that later, but I've got to cash my check before 5:00. Current Mood: accomplished
|Saturday, April 24th, 2004|
This was funny. If you've ever wasted your time on Baulder's Gate or any other RPG, you'll understand. http://www.rocketninja.com/images/products/preview_jesus.gif
Without further ado:
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. ask me anything you want. then i want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Current Mood: high
|Thursday, April 22nd, 2004|
It seems that the amount of stuff I do inversly correlates with the number of entries in live journal.
I've been busy as fuck. So a lot happened this week. Most importantly, I got back up with Aaron and Issac about Turtle Ridge. My contribution has been merely PR lately. No one notices their little booth in Bills Flea Market, so I hooked them up with rotation stage lighting to bring in folks. I'm also doing a custom gel for a spotlight that will shine against the ceiling above the booth. (Think 50ft warehouse, the booths are 12 ft. tall max)
Ever just get really tired really fast? Well, I just did. Goodnight folks.
(In a better frame of mind, this is one project that I will abstain from.) Current Mood: devious
|Tuesday, April 20th, 2004|
So I come home from school to take a nap, and that doesn't happen. OK, quick quiz:
You come home and see a person lieing across a couch who was up late the night before doing homework; do you:
A) Leave the person where they are because they might be sleepingor
B) Try to carry on a conversation with that person and list off a bunch of shit that you want them to do for you despite their obvious incoherence and agitation at being woken up.
OK, 66 years of wisdom might allow my dad to make the right choice, but apparently not. More to come later, after I go grocery shopping, get an oil change, and fucking... Grrrr.....
I'll post the results of last night's introspection in a bit. Until then, happy April 20th!
|Monday, April 19th, 2004|
This was funny. I'm going to take a nap now. Current Mood: hot
|A day in the life...
I had a rather strange run in today. 4 girls walk up to me and ask if they can grab my ass. I'm like What the fuck? I still don't know why, but I allowed them to do so. I mean, it wasn't any skin off my back. People are strange. I wasn't in the mood to get hit on today, so I just went to class.
I'm feeling better now about the whole weekend shit. I hung out with Scott and did stupid guy shit, and it was fun. I'm tired as shit right now, but I'm going to go to my next class anyways. There's a bunch of guys in kilts downstairs doing bagpipe stuff for the Virginia International Tatoo. I'm going to go watch them now. Current Mood: Chill
|Saturday, April 17th, 2004|
I'm tired. Stupid negros had me running rampant last night. I made a commment to Emo James last week that I'm going to restate here:
Nick: Ever wonder why there's still raceism in this country?
Emo J: Yeah, why?
N: Well, here's your answer *Holds out a handfull of change and points to a filthy table where 10 people just got up from*
For the convience of your friends page, I present an ( LJ CutCollapse ) Current Mood: pissed off
|Friday, April 16th, 2004|
|7Ever get one of those "Shit, where do I start?" moments?
Yesterday I went to Busch Gardens yesterday with Anjle and Family. Fun times, except for when my transmission decided to die on the way there. Better that it die when I have people around to help me out though. We went to the park anyways, and had a great time. I got my seasons pass! Yahoo! I'm probably going to take up residence there again this summer. :)
It's really funny, I had a conversation just the day before about keeping it real with the ex's. People are people, you get to know them. Would you throw 3 years of your life away? All the time you spent getting to know that person would be in vain because it didn't work out romantically. Stupid romantic infatuation always gets in the way of meaningful relationships. I feel like the sun, I give off my love and light to everyone around me. I do sweet things for people, and I like to give love to people, but I don't feel compelled to be "in" love with someone. Although I have felt inclinations (I guess that's the right word) It's not all hot and heavy like Chocolate cake. It's more like tiramisu: light and refreshing, and not so overwhelming as to completly block out the rest of the world. Current Mood: pleased
|Wednesday, April 14th, 2004|
Oh my god so much has happened in the past 3 days it has been INSANE!!!
Ya know what, I'm not going to have time to write it all down right now, but it's all been VERY good stuff. Current Mood: excited